my heart was heavy on fri nite itself..spent the whole of thurs n fri wif him..he came to acc me at hm aft our movie of Alexander the Great wif the rest of the guys..we went walked ard town spending our moments together b4 he got enlisted..on fri..drove out wif him in the ard 2plus to town to collect our fotos n settle my pay stuff..then went to tampines army shop to buy his army stuff..thereafter went his hse to help him pack his bag for enlistment..met his mum n dad..seems like his parents r those jovial type who love to say funny stuffs..lol..at ard 7plus went to loyang ktv wif the others..at nite got to eat my pasir ris ban mian n tok the nite away wif the rest..

then came the time when everyone was gg hm..was at his hse..tokin abt the very nxt day..enlistment day..i decided to sms my cm n told her i got rashes n could nt go to wrk..cos i really wan to acc him to tekong the nxt day..i guess it be more comforting for him to noe tt i am wif him the very last moment b4 he gt enlist..i felt tis is wat me as a gf shld do..acc her bf to tekong when he gt enlist..wait patiently for her bf's bookout days..till his ord..i hope tis is the case for us..ya came saturday 11th dec..his enlistment date..sort of overslept n woke up at 11.05am..supposed to force myself to wake up at 1030..prepared at such a speed wic i had nv done..n drove to pasir ris int to mit up wif him..bao billy n sherman were der to send him off too..went to tekong wif him his mum n his bro..while on the ferry..heart was real heavy..i knew he is gg to go off aft our lunch wif him on tekong..in jus a few hrs time..were chattin wif his mum n bro..a cute family who were really joyful..watched the enlistee video n saw jj's oath takin..it was a familiar sight wic i went thru 2yrs plus ago durin my past relationship..tis time it was different kind of feeling..cos i noe my dearest is gg to be away frm me for 2wks on an island where army guys live..had lunch wif him aft the ceremony..its time for us to part..ya tears were swellin in my eyes wic i dun deny..managed to hold his hand for awhile b4 he bid goodbye to me n his family..

nw i can only wait patiently for xmas eve to come..11 more days..wait for his sms n calls everyday..though it was jus a 5min chat..i was contented to be able to hear his voice..to noe hw is he doing..ya he brought my fotos n fotos wic we taken together in to paste on his cupboard..hee..his surprised sms tis morning brighten my day..the content of the sms not suitable for u guys' viewing...but well it was someting sweet..lol..chat wif him at nite for awhile b4 his lights out..seems tt he got lotsa tings to share wif me..his bunkmates his camp his daily stuff..told me he will tell me all on xmas eve..i am waiting..ya i missed u a great deal..missing someone is a terrible feeling..the tot of tinkin of him but nt able to see him is a torture..when i was out wif bao n billy n sherman last nite..felt loss witout jj..bao dey were sayin abt jj nt ard to take care of me liao n stuff lydat..kuku them..i so sad le still teasing me..even took a pic of me wif an empty chair beside me at east coast..super baddy..quite funny wif them tokin the nite away..

every nite b4 i sleep i will tend to see our fotos..sheddin tears of missing u too much..pardon me for my entire post all on his enlistment..it was hard for me..jus want to say out my tots n feelings..thus tis blog limelight was his..tis is the most difficult phase in our relationship..hoped we can sail thru it smoothly together..i will wait patiently each day till yr ord if fate allows us to..i waited b4..though i succeeded in waiting tt 2 yrs..but tt relationship didnt wrk out..i certainly hoped tis one will..cos i put in all my heart n effort into it..we will endure tis together..share our happiness n sadness together..we will put in our best..as the rest depends on fate..waitin for u is not obligation but a way to make tis relationship stronger..sometimes do u guys realise waiting is not really a sad n bad ting afterall..its a kind of hope one bears..a goal one hope to achieve..when the day of waiting stop..it will be a wonderful feeling..for me..i am jus beginning to embark on tis journey of waiting..ya a hope i bear..tt is to see him real soon..then it was the weekends then finally his ord..

was bloggin tis listening to wong's blog page song..i was saddened by it..tears were swelling once again..i miss him alot..jus wan him to noe tt he haf me waitin for him on the mainland..haf someone who love him so much..haf someone giving him moral support at all times..hope all these can comfort him when he is down n stressed up in tekong..okok shall end my bloggin la..if nt u guys gonna complain abt me being mushy longwinded or watever..no choice la..i am real sad jus wan to say out all my tots..vent out my sadness..anyway princesses n my dear frens anyone of u wanna go to my SIM-UOL bash tis coming thurs at chinablack wif me..tiks at 14bucks..i am gg wif my varsity frens too..do tell me asap..last but not least..i miss u very very very much..really alot..i will wait n I LOVE U SO MUCH my boo! muacks..